Greetings, Updates and What's Cooking at Angel Peace this Summer and Fall: I am now living in Aptos, CA and will be teaching more workshops in the Santa Cruz area this Summer and Fall. I'm also now 34 weeks pregnant and will be taking a short break from teaching after around August 1st. It's okay to contact me during that time, though my response time might be a little slow. I am available now for readings on Skype, or if you wish to drive to Aptos. Contact me at angelpeace33@gmail.com if you would like a private session. We'll also be hosting sessions and classes on the beach very soon. A new schedule will be out soon. My 3rd book is in production, the title is Sacred Sexuality: Honoring the True Essence of Women. This title was given to me by Spirit in April. We are currently shopping for publishers. The creation of the Angel Peace Center and School is also on a side burner, slowly simmering while baby # 3 comes to greet us. Hopefully by October we will be back to active planning. My current love in life are the local Farmer's Markets! Local berries, honey and farm fresh yogurt are baby's choice too! If you haven't felt Archangel Michael pushing you forward in your life purpose, pay attention. He's letting me remind us all that we have gifts and a purpose to share with others. The planet needs that light now. Another bit of guidance from Spirit lately: Put away your computers and cell phones throughout the day, keep them away from your body, shut them off, get outdoors and pay attention to what you are doing and to the people who are present. Stop using electronics as a way to buffer yourself from life. Also, the radiation of cell phones and Wifi are not good for your chakras and energy flow, not to mention our very sensitive bodies. Your unified field is getting depleted by these items, not to mention the surveillance/satellite factor. Keep them away from your body and use a cable modem at home instead of Wifi. The world has become addicted to phones and computers. They are meant to be tools, not entertainment or a way of avoiding personal communication. If you have an illness, pain of any kind, or feel mentally/emotionally drained or scattered, this is a very important message to heed. Love to you and your loved ones,

A most timely and important message as we ground the Divine Feminine here on Earth. This is a blog post written by Sharon Sophia Golden Eagle and though I rarely share other people's writings on my blog, I felt this could not have been better said at this time. Grandmother Golden Eagle calling you with her piercing cry tonight.That sound which yanks you out of the playground or your dancing field, your office, your kitchen or whatever it is you are entranced with in your moment. That piercing call that reminds you of the Creator, where it is you come from before this world; it is a 'wake up' call that piercesthrough the illusions that you have become embroiled in, whether of your instigation or your commisuration or cooperation. Whatever it is you have been doing or not doing, wherever you are, or are not, is the choice of everysingle individual, whether painful or pleasant, the deepest hell or the highest heaven or any place in between. Wherever you are now and whatever you are involved with or doing, the Eagle Whistle says "STOP whatever you are doing. STAND STILL. Come to FULL ALERT, THE CREATOR is speaking to You." THIS IS THAT MOMENT ON EARTH WHEN GRANDMOTHER GOLDEN EAGLE, who comes from the CREATOR TO SPEAK to Humanity, says, "Oh peoples of the Earth! You are my Children. You all come from One Source, the First Creator. LISTEN. All Creation Comes from the Womb of the Mother. In Her Womb, She incubates, grows, births and sustains All Life, no matter what galaxy you are in, what Sun system your are from, or what planet, comet or moon you are living on or think you are living on or what you think, believe or don't think or believe anything at all. Without the Mother, there would be no Creation and no Life. The Mother is Love and She is SACRED. Here on this planet in this last cycle of time and experience, the cycle has been the remembrance of the Father of Creation, who is 'Thought'. What births a new creation? As above, so below. So here below, it is that the Maleinseminates the Womb of his mate with his sperm, which enters an egg and starts the process of individuation that is the beginning of the creation of an 'individual'. And so it is that humanity has experienced in this cycle of 'Time' to experience themselves, as an individuated egg of creation to be the individuals that they are, in separation from the whole and entirety of Creation. As the New Cycle of divine re-membrance is overlaying the old cycle, there are those that are remembering their unity and co-interdependance of one another, Mother Earth, who sustains and nourishes and provides for their physical bodies,and with the whole of Creation. In one of the main cultures at the beginning of this cycle, the 'One who Had theThought' of making himself, Thought, which is of the Mind to be King and Ruler of your planet said, "unless you give obesience to thought and thinking, understanding and believing, unless you listen and read what I have said, and bow to my desires and will, you will not live, you will not Thrive. And so it is that you got lead out of the Garden of Eve, the First Mother, that was eternal and primordial peace and bliss with all that Life required; and He made you query and feel ashamed of your primal purity and innocence and divinity. He Lorded over the Earth and ruled humanity through the fear and dominance, saying that unless you bow to me and sacrifice your lives unto me, you will not reap the benefits of my creation, the 'things' and 'glory' of this 'world' that I have created. 'Bow to me, serve me, forget your connection with the Mother and give no obesience to Her, for I have bound Her and taken Her power for my pleasure and self will. Bow to me and I will give you the pleasures of my world and the illusion of self will,and the feeling of power over Mother Earth and others.' And so it is, that he has required the blood of your first son, or 'fruits' of your labours and in his lust for power through blood and taking of life, has created through the promulagation of separate based consciousness of one country against the other, one belief system against the other, a culture of war. Awake! All ' belief systems' and all forms of governance that create separate countries or the thought that races orcultures are separate,are under his dominance so he can arouse person against person, country against country. All serve him in this world. All is for his power. All is for His Glory. He has told humankind that they can have all that they want, without thought for others or Mother Earth in this 'dog eat dog' to get ahead world. "Thought" and "Mind" and "Ego" became 'King' of this World, and most of human kind. Systematically did the King of Thought, do all in His power to separate humanity from their Hearts, from the connection with the Source of Life and the Mother of Creation. Each messenger from Source sent to remind the Children of Earth of their divine direct inner connection to the Source of All Creation, the Mother of All Life and that All is 'LOVE' were eradicated and their teachings put under the rulership of false ones who served him and bent the teachings to create dependance on heirarchies that taught that one had to go climb hundreds of stairs of the religious organizations, always worshipping the leader and beyond that the 'Father' or his Son, who would eventually 'save' your from the destruction (that was created by him and for him and his Glory. ) From the vast majority of humankind was this one able to eradicate even the knowlege of the Mother of Creation, orthe knowlege that one should respect life, least of all respect Mother Earth. It is 100 % evident in this day that results of the Rule of Thought ( Him, the Father) without Heart (Her, the Mother) care and compassion has lead to the dying off of the species of Mother Earth, the over use and pollution of her air, water, soil and minerals and massive disenchantment with 'the way things are'. Many are at the end of their 'ropes' and longing for the 'end of this world of illusion'. As the Era of World Wars and the use of atomic warfare, which ripped a hole in the tan tien of Mother Earth and rippled throughout the Universe, sent a terrible stench of death and an 'alarm bell' all the way to the Home of the Creator, the Mother began sending Her Daughters of Love, Peace and Compassion to remember the ways of the Heart and Love and interconnectedness with all Life. Over the centuries always She would send messengers. Her daughters would be crucified, vilified, and their teachings bent to serve the King or the Males of this World. BeLoveds, one of Her Daughters, whom you know, honor and respect and follow the teachings of almost to the letter of the Law, the White Buffalo Calf Woman, came many centuries ago. You have taken the teachings given to you by a Woman, a messenger of the Mother of Creation, that She gave to remind the peoples, mainly the male of the peoples. to honor and respect the women,the mothers, the young girls, the babies, all species and Mother Earth. Of the Nations of Turtle Island and indigenous peoples of the Earth, the respect of Mother Earth was kept inspite of the massive rape of the industrialized nations. But I, Grand Mother Golden Eagle speak to you this evening, each one who follows the teachings given to you by my Sacred Daughter. You have remembered her well, and her teachings. But you fall very short on honoring the womenkind. Even those amongst you who say you do, who give gifts to the Grandmothers and even 'feast' them, who try to be 'respectful' of the sacred women. Grandmother Golden Eagle blows her Eagle Whistle and says: My Sons, harken! You say you honor my sacred daughters. You do the ceremonies that one of my daughters gave you to learn respect for your women. Some of you do the ceremonies, walk out of the ceremonies and continue to abuse my daughters. You do these ceremonies year after year and the story continues. They ARE the ceremonies. Respect them, the women, not just the ceremonies. My Sons, you love the women. You love their power, the feminine power. Look at what you do to get that Essence from the women around you, the women of your life. Where is the respect when you do medicines or use your powers to take her power or to control her with yours to increase your powers, your status, your knowlege? Where is your respect when you abuse a woman in any way? The medicine gifts were brought to this planet by the Woman folk, these ceremonies that were brought to this world to keep Life on Earth in balance, to communicate with Spirit, to bring healing to the People and Mother Earth and her kin-doms, the Medicine Wheels, symbollic of the Mother of Creation and Mother Earth, the sacred Drum, all the Shamanic practices. All of the Ceremonies came from the Mother.They were all given to Her Daughters to use to keep Life going on Mother Earth in a good way. When they were given to the Male of the species to use, they were given to teach the males to honor and respect the women and all Life.Take a look at what you have done with these gifts. When the women starting picking up the Drum, you said she could not, but the women heard the Call and stopped listening to the whining men. When the women started leading the sacred lodges, symbollic of the Womb of the Mother, you sent bad medicine. Just whose medicine' do you think this belongs to? And no. the White Buffalo Calf Woman did not bring the lodge. This ceremony has been used by most of the people of Turtle Island and many other cultures including the Celtic Cultures, whom you despise. The pipe is used for prayer all across the face of Mother Earth. Brothers,All the sacred ceremonies all were originally brought to Mother Earth by the Medicine Women and Shamanka. In the last twenty years you have started letting women back into their own ceremonies to use their own medicines. You are starting to let the women speak. You say you honor the women, but how many of you are willing, if You, a man of medicines are present are man enough to stand aside and let the women run the ceremony? 　 This time the Mother has sent the whole of Her Heavenly Hosts. They have incarnated and served assiduously and have been besmerched and denigrated, used and abused. Where are their defenders? Where are their helpers. They are here to bring Life back into balance on Mother Earth. They are here to bring Heaven back to Mother Earth. Tonight, Grandmother Golden Eagle calling you with her piercing cry tonite.That sound which yanks you out of the playground or your dancing field, your office, your kitchen or whatever it is you are entranced with in your moment. That piercing call that reminds you of the Creator, where it is you come from before this world; it is a 'wake up' call that pierces through the illusions that you have become embroiled in, whether of your instigation or your commisuration or cooperation. Whatever it is you have been doing or not doing, wherever you are, or are not, is the choice of everysingle individual, whether painful or pleasant, the deepest hell or the highest heaven or any place in between. Wherever you are now and whatever you are involved with or doing, the Eagle Whistle says: "STOP whatever you are doing. STAND STILL. Come to FULL ALERT, THE CREATOR is speaking to You." The tossing of the Medicine Ball is giving the Medicine back to the Women to Carry. All the Medicines. And to honor and respect the women who do the medicines as you respected the Male Elders from whom you learned the medicines. Defend your Sisters from those who still do not honor the Women and their power, and who send bad medicine when they are doing their ceremonies, or use the women for their ego and selfish purposes. The Power is going back to the Women who do not give their power away to men. The power is going back to the Mother, to those who Love, honor and respect the bearers of life and All Life. Truly respect All Life. I Am Grandmother Golden Eagle. I came to Earth directly from the Home of the Great Spirit which is beyond the Realms of the First Father and First Mother to bring Heaven back to Mother Earth. I have spoken and I have blown my Eagle Whistle tonight.

Heart Opening Wider

Some quotes really just bring the Beloved into the heart...this was one tonight: One taste of the medicine And you will realize just how sick you have been. And to that court, May your heart fly… - Hafez ♥

Gentleness and Vulnerability

Sometimes holding your own vulnerability with gentleness and love is the greatest act of strength. Parenting the Self, with love and tenderness is a great act of courage. Allowing grace to hold you, not fighting the ego fears, and not letting them take over, instead letting yourself be wrapped in a blanket of loving peace while the waves wash through you, this is self-acceptance. A heart-centered person, an empathic person, a sensitive person must honor their sensitivities, emotions and vulnerabilities with self-nurturing and self-loving acts of kindness. If you are having a sensitive moment, it is okay to stop and nurture yourself. Make time to do this, it is part of the process of taking responsibility for your sensitive soul and nature. Honoring and respecting that part of you is a deep part of your soul lessons, to treat yourself with great love and compassion. This way we can fill our chalices and return to service deeply confident with our own needs having been met. If you have ever felt abused, abandoned, mistreated in any way, it is very important to make self-love, self-compassion, self-acceptance, self-forgiveness, and self-nurturing a part of each day. Sometimes we feel this drive to serve others, yet sometimes we have to stop for a moment and serve our own needs so we can return with a full cup. Be good to yourself. With love,

Gratitude....

I was sitting here contemplating mundane life, pregnancy heartburn and spending the Wesak full moon appreciating Lord Buddha with my two sons this coming Saturday, and suddenly the word Gratitude came to mind and a wind blew through my bedroom, making all kinds of noise. Being peace on a full moon with two little boys is almost an oxymoron...I wrote a blog post called Tests and Triggers earlier today which I haven't published, maybe I will at some point. I had immense gratitude for Braco on Wednesday being in DC where my friend who was recently diagnosed with breast cancer is living. She got to meet two of my three favorite west coast Braco volunteers and servants of God. The love is spreading around the country. It's so amazing how this network of light is moving about the country, little by little. I'm going to make a public list of praise for meeting some of these great guys who serve Braco, not just for their service, but in honor of their own healing abilities, their smiles, pure hearts and the awesome hugs they give. I have immense gratitude for food and water. Blueberries and figs, even the idea of them, before I even make it to the Farmer's Market to buy them, whenever that will be, just makes me happy. The telepathic communication I have with my loved ones, and even the cat here in the house, I have to admit, this is my favorite form of communication these days, to the point where I even wonder why I have to write a blog post, except I know God likes it when I write and he sent me here in part to be a writer and communicate messages to people. I'm grateful for a fabulous lady named Margaret Ruby who did an amazing throat chakra healing on me this past Monday night, which is bringing out a whole new side to my personality and communication with so much more freedom. And I'm half-chuckling cause I know a lot of people aren't going to appreciate it, and my inner teenager is smiling at this thought. I'm grateful for midwives, women who support home birth, and women who do things that heal the planet. I will be blunt here: hospitals are toxic environments to birth in. When women wake up collectively, we will see way more home births. This will be a blessed time for humanity. I'm grateful for contemplating Elimination Communication. I'm gonna let you Google that one! :-) I really didn't have the guts to try this with my second son, we'll see if I do it with my third. I'm grateful for astral travel. Spirit has me grounded in one place, travel has become a thing of the past. So for now, I have wings, vision and dreamtime. I'm grateful for sage and palo santo...no explanation needed. If I'm loud and verbose telepathically it's cause I shut off my phone service. I'm testing my friends. We're preparing for Earth changes and spiritual community, and I'd rather stick to whale/dolphin speak for the most part. Ok, I'm kind of joking here and kind of not joking. You can decide which. I mean, if there's ever really floods here like most of us psychics have seen in our dreams/visions, then telepathic communication might be of use, yes? I'm grateful when the words stop, like right now...and there's total silence. Perfect...

Conviction

What was the last thing you held conviction in your heart and mind for? What does conviction mean to you? In this world of flux, change and impermanence, what human on Earth can sustain conviction? Certainly we have Jesus and Mother Theresa as examples, thank God. Conviction means to hold a firm belief. The French verb Convaincre means to convince, to make someone believe. What a powerful word, eh? We have so many words in our English language and even in other languages, we have many more words and definitions for those words. I absolutely love language. To convince, to believe, to hold a strong belief, to have conviction. This begs the question? Who are we convincing? Why do we need conviction? For ourselves alone perhaps. Perhaps I am the only one I need to believe or convince, yes? If we have conviction about self-healing, self-knowledge, etc, who is there to convince, but ourselves? I need conviction for myself alone. For me holding conviction is an act of self-love and self-respect, not so much about making someone else believe what I believe. The joy of believing comes from the inside feeling of believing in oneself and being joyous when you are so honest with yourself that a smile comes to your face and just for you. The only act of self-love is to love greater, love more, and love more fearlessly. Fear = questions Trust = knowing Questions = Self-Inquiry, yes to an extent. For me, conviction is holding my ground despite what others do,say, think or feel. This makes me smile these days. Can conviction be hard? Yes, at times. Ask me how many people I have had to let go of in the name of holding my ground because of my beliefs? This includes facing a death of any kind, even physical. It is true, that when you have God, and when you know God has you, there is nothing to fear. You let go. And in that letting you, you hold on to your conviction. What a strange dichotomy, that holding on to my conviction, requires me to let go in other ways. Fearless is never easy my friend. But what else is there? Step deeper into that heart of yours, in that place where you melt into limitless space, love and soul. And stay when the fire is bringing tears to your eyes. That's a state of conviction we know well, don't we? We know how to let our tears stain our faces, with joy, and we do not flinch or blink. This is self-knowledge. This is conviction. Joan of Arc knew that kind of conviction. Archangel Michael walked that road with her to her death in that lifetime. Magdalene knows that fire, watching her Beloved go through the same death, for love. We have seen it all. We have plenty of examples. So why is it so hard in this life? To have enough conviction to let that ego die? To let go. We didn't pay all of those prices, in all of those lifetimes, to resist those lessons in this lifetime. Watch your own history. Remember what you already know how to do. Doing it again is a choice. Make the choice. When you reach this state of remembrance of Self, conviction is the essence of what we have left. God, love, peace, and conviction. Nothing can move your conviction if it is real. Only love is real, right? Then love is my only conviction. Test away.

Aloha ka manini by Israel Kamakaiwo`ole

Some love, soft voice, ocean, fish, ahhh......